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interesting... [12 Jun 2004|02:31pm] this is very interesting. you're brilliant when you glow

public service announcement [03 Mar 2004|06:26pm] [ mood | energetic ] ill make it public, since i saw it on brigett's livejournal and i kind of feel like i SHOULD say something, so. i did not know sarah had 2 kids already -- i wasn't informed of this until monday night's meeting. had i known, things may have been different. nia's thing was not supposed to get talked about period. the person who had originally chosen nia wasn't quite sure of her pick yet, and i had told jessie that the choices (at olive garden) weren't final yet. after the candle game, they were. somehow it must have gotten out before the candle game or something. it was nothing against nia. as far as choosing in general went, we as a pledge class didn't quite know what was going on. no one explained anything to us very well. all we heard was, you get to pick moms. no one elaborated, except for, someone should really pick krystal. and someone did. we were under the impression it was someone you really got along with...and thus, the choices were made on that principle. i really loved everyone i met, i did not not like a single person in the group. i think everyone had amazing qualities and it WAS really tough to choose someone for a mom. EVERYONE got talked about in regards to who we'd choose. EVERY PERSON was mentioned, ohh she'd make an awesome mom, or she's so neat..etc. Not a single bad word was made. we kept saying over and over how difficult a choice it was. i would have been happy choosing anyone as a mother. my choice came down to who i got to know the most and who i got along with best as of the time we chose. the idea of it being a popularity contest kind of made me sad. it was absolutely nothing of the sort -- it was incredibly hard picking mothers! every time we as a pledge class got together to talk about it, everyone was so unsure of who to pick because we really liked everyone, as i said before. in the end, it came down to who we spent a lot of time with and got to know well and who did the same for us. we pledgies absolutely and honestly loved every last one of the rhozes. the stuff we said we meant with 100% sincerity and honesty and even those people who didn't get kids are adored and would be wonderful mothers to any of us and any kid in the future! * in other news: my hand won't stop itching! 1 brilliant bloom | you're brilliant when you glow

entry 4 or 5 [28 Feb 2004|10:11am] you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You adorable, but a little out there. It's alright, you might not have it all, but there are worse which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla * your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla * Congratulations! You're a Bunny Hug!! What Drink Are You? brought to you by Quizilla * Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative, you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. You keep to yourself aside from a few close friends that you can relate to. What Kind of Shoe Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 1 brilliant bloom | you're brilliant when you glow

[14 Feb 2004|07:24pm]             Marriage is love. you're brilliant when you glow

PUBLIC [22 Jan 2004|07:39pm] I NEED HELP. My AIM WILL NOT WORK...neither will Trillian. Meaning i cannot do ANYTHING right now on either one. I lack communication. IF YOU KNOW HOW TO FIX THE ISSUE HELP ME. Leave me a message here and I will give you my phone # so you can help me out. This FUCKING SUCKS. I have un and reinstalled, yes. 6 brilliant blooms | you're brilliant when you glow

& also [21 Jan 2004|04:06pm] Starsailor's new cd "Silence is Easy" is ... fantastic. expect music from it TOMORROW AT 10 PM CENTRAL. tune in ;) you're brilliant when you glow

HOLY FUCK [21 Dec 2003|02:27pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | peeing ] I JUST PEED MYSELF TWO TIMES! Blu Sanders is coming to Cornell on January 10th and Ari Hest is coming on April 7th. OH MY LORD IF ANYONE WANTS TO COME, I'LL LET YOU CRASH IN MY ROOM FOR THE NIGHT! you're brilliant when you glow

let's see [10 Dec 2003|11:52am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | the general - dispatch (my head) ] what new has happened? had my midterm today which was not that terrible. i know i messed up explaining something but i'll still get at least half the points, which doesn't bother me. it wont stop snowing. this school blows at putting down ice so you dont fall and kill yourself. it sucks a lot cos it's all hills so the falling down and killing yourself factor is HUGE. megan's coming to see me this weekend! We were going to go out to south dakota and have fun but i think we're just going to drive saturday, weather permitting. uhmm.. i have my entire research paper needing to have a rough draft soon so i can have her look at it and that fun stuff. i need an A in this course. grrr. spending my day in my warm room with tea and paper writing and some comforting music. no obligations till 4 pm. :) nothing else exciting. 1 brilliant bloom | you're brilliant when you glow

political ranting [04 Dec 2003|09:23pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Everybody Loves Raymond ] ok, i never rant about politics but i have something bothering me, a lot stemming from what ive actually learned in this class. first of all, the class i am in is AMAZING. What i have learned is unparalleled. but anyway. Bush signed the anti-tariff law on steel, to take place in march of 2005. so, let's look at the positives of this. 1. cheaper steel. 2. China won't decide to not ship food to us The initial reason this anti-tariff idea was brought up was because China threatened to not ship us food anymore. Now, China exports to us VAST amounts of food -- without china, we would be without a good deal of the apples we eat, the rice, and i could name you about 15 other things that are DAILY eaten. With that threat, globalized farmers (those who produce for the global market -- ie: the Grimmley farm in the San Juaquin valley in CA where over 50% of the Carrots in the world are produced on one farm, and the farm next door produces 40%. This food will be shipped to Chicago to be sent to warehouses to be sold to contractors, namely ConAgra foods, who will sell to grocers, etc. . . I can go on, but this is sufficent) went to the government and said, hey if we lose China, we're screwed. So, Bush (whom, i believe started it. if not, i stand to be corrected...) decided hey, let's not get ourselves screwed so let's repeal the tariff. in repealing the tariff, now those in America who were protected steel workers -- something which is UNLIKE the food industry, where America small-farmers are being fucked over like mad because they are unprotected from the global market -- are going to be in that same position. since importing the steel from china is ultimately cheaper than the steel produced here, steel workers here will lose mega money. MORE money than is already gone. Areas like LeHigh Valley have lost a lot of steel income. in losing this income, comes the loss of jobs, no money coming in to the area and to the country. The economy goes down -- and it will -- because steel is such a daily commodity. by importing, America will lose BILLIONS of dollars and thousands upon thousands of jobs. The same scenario which occurred in areas like Timbertown, Oregon with the lumber jacks will occur nation wide...people will be struggling until their death. It is not surprising to know that farmers have the highest rate of suicide in the nation. Why? Globalization has displaced SO MANY from their jobs and instead of being the family which "lost the farm and the family tradition" suicide occurs. It would not surprise me if this happens in the steel industry. In two years, I dare you to look at the suicide rates and see them becoming comparable to the farming industry. Steel workers come from communities of workers, come from families of workers. Once again, this proves to be Bush's one sided, overly capitalistic approach to America because China threatened us. It is suffice to say even if China did cut off from supplying us, we would be better off! The small time farmer would have more market, would thrive, and the economy would be huge. In Blackhawk County, Iowa, they did a study on buying local food (from small farms within a 50 mile radius, i believe, maybe more than that). If every family spent 10 dollars a month on local food -- WHICH IS NOT DIFFICULT -- over 2 millions dollars recirculates in the county PER MONTH. Keeping money in the area recirculates it 3-12 times on average. If we didn't back down to China, imagine how much more money our country would have!!! If one county can do that much, imagine an entire nation. The commodities we get from China are all things we can grow here! Apples are grown in SO many areas! And thus, OUR PRESIDENT IS AN INCOMPETENT, UNEDUCATED BASTARD who is fucking us over for years to come. * When I finished this, I thought back to a conversation I had with Jeff earlier about Capitalism and realized ... he's right. This system sucks. So basically, I don't know what I want to get out of this other than anger...but if you CARE about your economy -- buy steel from America and buy local food! Go to a Farmers Market once a month and spend 10 bucks. The food is better, fresher, you know where it came from, and the men who really need the money are getting it. 2 brilliant blooms | you're brilliant when you glow

[04 Dec 2003|08:27pm] WHAT THE HELL? He's MARRIED! He's married, getting an extreme make over to impress his co-worker. THAT is what's wrong with the world. hahhaahah. I seriously hope he dies lonely. you're brilliant when you glow

so [17 Oct 2003|11:51am] it appears as though my plan of attack for class schedule will work successfully. sociology 3, multicultural lit 5, child psych 9 i am still torn on 4. 3 brilliant blooms | you're brilliant when you glow

so i talked to jon... [07 Sep 2003|02:36pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | on love, in sadness - mraz ] so i talked to jon. im only making this public for a couple days so non LJ'ers can read it...but this is so...urgh. zarro84: that's fine, what ever mess of memories: i know you dont want to listen and i know you dont care so i am not gonna waste my time. zarro84: ok, whatever you want to do mess of memories: you have no clue. zarro84: nope mess of memories: you seriously, do you have ANY idea why im pissed?> zarro84: no mess of memories: ...... mess of memories: i cant believe you dont have a clue zarro84: none what so ever, a by product of the liquid nitrogen vein thing mess of memories: yeah well that is gonna fuck you over. zarro84: why do you say that mess of memories: you dont have the slightest idea of what danger you put us into on friday zarro84: danger my ass mess of memories: dont fucking start. zarro84: you are being so overreacting about that, mess of memories: no in fact mess of memories: i think i handled it well zarro84: I've done it a whole shit load of times mess of memories: i dont care mess of memories: you were fucking driving mess of memories: if you were going to go somewhere and do it mess of memories: i wouldnt have been pissed zarro84: I got back safely mess of memories: yeah well we couldn't count on it. i didn;t know how much you were gonna do zarro84: no arrests etc mess of memories: so i didnt want to risk it mess of memories: honestly. mess of memories: i dont care that you DID it zarro84: well whatever, you should have spoke up mess of memories: i care that you didn't take more responsibility mess of memories: jon mess of memories: im not going to bring it up in front of everyone mess of memories: i think thats REALLY awkward mess of memories: i think i handled it pretty damn well. mess of memories: i cant tell you what to do mess of memories: so i am not going to mess of memories: you make your decisions for yourself, thats how it should be but i think you didnt think it all the way through and i was not going to tell you that. zarro84: you handled it the way you wanted, that's fine, but I got back safe, mess of memories: yeah well you're lucky. zarro84: I thought about it a lot mess of memories: you didnt think about it enough to tell sarah or me you were planning on doing it. zarro84: and besides I wasn't even high off that horseshit they called weed mess of memories: well we didnt know how much you planned on doing zarro84: well, it's a spur of the moment mess of memories: we didnt know anything jon zarro84: you should have asked mess of memories: you should have TOLD us mess of memories: YOU took our lives in your car zarro84: no, cause your still alive, and you could have died even if nothing would have gone on zarro84: were all still intact mess of memories: well i still think you should have said something to us....i dont think you have the slightest idea of how fucking uncomfortable that was zarro84: well, you should have spoken up, that's the type of person I am, if you didn't like it you should have said something mess of memories: you KNOW im not the person who would speak up. zarro84: well, I am, mess of memories: well im not. if you are you should have said something. zarro84: cause I don't read minds mess of memories: i think it was kinda obvious....especially when they went back into the dorm to get the shit... mess of memories: sarah and i were trying to figure what the fuck to do. zarro84: I didin't have anyproblem wiht the smoking, so obviously I'm not going to object mess of memories: well you should have asked us mess of memories: we could have gone to the show mess of memories: and picked you guys up after you were done zarro84: I stayed for the whole show, and had a great time, I'm sorry you couldn't have the same great time, but you made the descision to leave mess of memories: well i wasnt going to risk going home with you. i didn't know how much you were going to do or what condition you were going to be in to drive home mess of memories: i wasnt SO much worried about what you had done mess of memories: you like to speed, which is fine, but if you had shit in the car and we got pulled over mess of memories: we would have ALL been fucked. zarro84: but we didn't have shit on the way home, no piece or anything mess of memories: yeah well how would WE know that mess of memories: we didnt. mess of memories: we didnt have a fucking CLUE you were getting weed zarro84: ask mess of memories: we thought alcohol maybe mess of memories: NO DAMMIT mess of memories: did i not just tell you mess of memories: i DONT askthat shit mess of memories: you should have told mess of memories: you were the one in charge, YOU KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON zarro84: that's your issue then mess of memories: we had no fucking clue what was going on the entire time zarro84: yes I did, I had no problems with it mess of memories: thats nice/. mess of memories: you have a lot of compassion for people. mess of memories: seriously. mess of memories: it was REALLY selfish not to tell us a fucking thing. mess of memories: how hard would it have been? mess of memories: WE WERE FUCKING CLUELESS GOD DAMMIT zarro84: well, I didn't force you guys to do anything mess of memories: no you didnt BUT you didnt tell us a fucking thing mess of memories: how hard would it have been mess of memories: to fuckiong tell us zarro84: so, you got to the concert mess of memories: and i spent a long time figuring out how to get home zarro84: then you handled it from there, your way mess of memories: i used to have trust in you but i lost it all. it's not the fact you did something, though that didnt help since you were driving, but the fact you didn't tell us one god damn thing. mess of memories: and im sorry if this is too emotional for you zarro84: well, you saw it happening, and I didin't know we were going to smoke until then either, but since I had no prob wiht it I didn't care mess of memories: but fuck it, i have trust shit and now you fucking made it worse. mess of memories: well you know what mess of memories: it was fucking dumb to do it while you were driving mess of memories: and had 2 people in the car mess of memories: who had no interest mess of memories: get the hell out and do it elsewhere zarro84: but it's my car, I have the right to do what the fuck I want to do, if I wanted to fuck inthat car, I would have done it mess of memories: you should have fucking told us mess of memories: we wouldnt have even fucking gone mess of memories: and you could have gone and done shit all you wanted to mess of memories: and we wouldnt have been put in a REALLY bad situation mess of memories: any indication would have been nice zarro84: nothing really happened, so no crim record or death mess of memories: no mess of memories: but there was a nice ass risk mess of memories: sorry but im not a risk taker zarro84: well i thgout that packinig the bowl was enought zarro84: I weight my risks for my rewards zarro84: and I thought it was better for me to smoke so I did mess of memories: well im glad your rewards include being high and now having a nice array of people NOT talking to you. mess of memories: i dont know if i can trust you for a REALLY long time zarro84: I didn't even get high zarro84: you are chosing not to talk zarro84: not me mess of memories: whatever mess of memories: you dont fucking understand anything zarro84: no mess of memories: every word ive said has fucking gone over your head mess of memories: you dont give a shit mess of memories: so i dont anymore zarro84: I'm a emotionless male zarro84: ok zarro84: bye mess of memories: ass. mess of memories: leave my cd here some time when im not here. mess of memories: i dont want to see you right now. zarro84: lok 4 brilliant blooms | you're brilliant when you glow

... [05 Sep 2003|12:34pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | this fight - ari hest ] i am off for a fun filled night of music, friends and driving. Hope everyone has a good weekend..mine is promising to be a hell of a good time. If anyone wants to talk to me tonight, the show isn't til 8, probably til midnight we'll be in there...so whenever before or after is so kickass. hmm...joe i hope you got my messages. other than that behave kids! 1 brilliant bloom | you're brilliant when you glow

[15 Aug 2003|02:25pm] Friends only. But if you want me to add, just leave a comment :) I'm more than happy. Thanks! to lucy who helped make this lj look as hot as it does. you rawk. 7 brilliant blooms | you're brilliant when you glow

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